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10 week old dutch Shepard being held by brunette pornstar Sydney Screams
I’ve been doing sex work for about 15 years at this point. I started when I was 19, after returning from a semester abroad my sophomore year of college. I’m now 34 and doing sex work full time, but I haven’t always done this as my only full time career. […]

Handling Burn Out in the Adult Industry


Blush's Strapless Strap-on Collection
Strap-ons are complicated when you’re fat. There’s literally no way to get around that. Most strap-ons are for standard size bodies and even when they’re adjustable, they rarely go up to sizes beyond a XL equivalent. I’ve tried numerous brands that promise they’ll be big enough for me, a smol […]

The Best Strapless Strap-Ons for Plus Size Bodies


Blush Love Kegal Training Kit
When Blush asked me if I’d write a blog about wellness, my first thoughts were about how the public perception of sexual health in the adult industry is so misconstruded. The idea that porn stars are somehow “dirty” is something I’ve heard a lot from those who just simply are […]

Sexual Wellness & The Right Tools for the Job



1. What did you do in 2021 that you’d never done before? I suppose I did have some firsts… I performed a wedding ceremony for the first time ever! I shot my first boy/boy/girl scene and an attempt at double vag. I also spent an entire year working on creating […]

2021: A Year in Review


Blush's Temptasia Remote Control Panty Vibe
Have I ever mentioned what a sucker I am for public play? Now seems like a great opportunity to remind you of that fun li’l Sydney fact. Public play is incredibly arousing to me. A lot of the erotica I consume features public play and many of my hottest memories […]

Temptasia Remote Control Panty Vibe Review





BBW Sydney Screams Fucks Chris Cardio
Can you believe that tomorrow is September? Because, uh, I cannot. I’ve been meaning to sit down and write a blog since May… and now, here I am. Behind AF. Things have been busy, to say the least. 2021 has been a whirlwind year for me, and I still have […]

Mid-Year 2021 Life Update