Fat Fun: BBW Shoot DaysJune 19, 2013 - Author: SydneyScreams
Getting to shoot with girls I’ve never worked with before is always such a treat for me. It means meeting new people, whom I’ve never actually met but talked to or followed their online presence for quite some time. Meeting people is one of the biggest perks of my job!
Several years ago, when I first started modeling or webcamming or whatever you’d like to classify me as having done back then, I had a lot of trouble meeting people. Mainly, I’d meet people an just freeze up or worse, panic and get an overly anxious and nervous feeling. I wanted SO badly to be liked, but I have always been somewhat socially awkward and weird. Once I finished college and REALLY had time to put into my adult career, it wasn’t as bad. I learned to fake it until I felt it, a skill that has helped me as a person ever since.
So, this past weekend, I was shooting with some girls I’d never met before, and something really occurred to me: I haven’t felt socially anxious in quite some time! I know that’s a small hurtle to have jumped, but to me it was this shining, glimmering moment of “Wow… I don’t need to be intoxicated to meet and interact with people! This is awesome!”
Anyway, I did want to tell you all about said shoot! Monday, my partner in crime (Whitney Morgan) and I went to Tampa to shoot with some awesome girls! I had so much fun meeting and shooting with SSBBWs Reenya Star, Hot Fatty Girl Ivy, and Sweet Adeline! We were each shooting for our websites, which meant we got a lot done! I can’t wait to share the videos with you all on my store, but until then here are some photos from Monday to tie you over…
In other news! I’ve been dating a lot lately. I guess sometimes being single(ish) isn’t all that it is cracked up to be. Even I crave affection from time to time! I had been without any affection for a while, so I made an effort to change that. Anyway, I’m sort of kind of seeing someone now! No spoilers yet, because lawdy knows I have bad luck, but let’s just say I’m a happy bunny with someone to cuddle with on a more regular basis than before… At least for now.
For anyone in the Orlando area that would like to buy a round of drinks for myself, Whitney Morgan, Miss Dee and Rachel Leigh, tweet me or email me for where we will be Friday night!
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