It’s been a while since I’ve had a chance to update my blog…which bums me out because it’s something I really enjoy doing. I realize that sometimes I’m very “distant” from my fans, and that’s problematic to me. My fans (particularly my customers) are people I’m extremely thankful for. I want you guys to be able to connect with me!! That’s partially why I’ve been doing my Ask Me Anything series on YouTube. Which is a lot of fun, and you guys are coming up with some awesome questions.

But anyway, life has been extremely crazy. I can’t remember where I left off last, so here’s a quick summary: my boyfriend’s family stayed with us for Christmas, which was a lot of fun and we ate a delicious British/English Christmas dinner. New Years Eve was spent with my boyfriend watching the ball drop on TV and cuddling the kittens. Since then, I’ve been doing as much shooting as humanly possible while simultaneously trying to find a house in Vegas (while ya know… not being in Vegas…). I’ve managed to lose a little bit of weight, without really putting a whole lot of effort into it, but I’ve hit a plateau and now it’s time to put some actual effort into it. I got super sick a couple weeks ago, and was miserable for about a week. It was terrible. I’ve been sleeping so much better…Like I’m really sleeping at night. Which is amazing. I forgot how much I missed a proper night’s sleep.

So I’m trying to stockpile as much content as possible so that my move is somewhat less stressful. But I keep hitting this block of “I don’t know what to do for solo videos.” I can only diddle myself so many times, or give so many variations of jerk off instructions or play with my belly or whatever. I really struggle sometimes filming solo content for my fetish stores. I love filming the FemDom videos, and they’re much easier for me to come up with ideas for. And I can usually do them on my own. Whereas most of my ideas for solo fetish videos, I don’t want to tripod because they’re more in depth. And I can’t ask my cute boyfriend to film them all the time because he works a very demanding job and it kind of super sucks for me to ask for him to work even more after he’s pulled a 10 hour work day.

I keep wanting to film more videos for my YouTube though…Like, I’d really like to do some toy reviews. It’s something I’ve been wanting to do for a while but just keep not doing it. I just got LED lights (finally) and really want to put them to use not only making videos for my sites but also so I can make all the videos on my list for YouTube stuffs!

Anyway. My cats are cuddled up on me. One on each side. And Doctor Who is on TV. Cute boyfriend is snoring away in the other room. I’m going to go do some reading and relax for the rest of my evening. Thank you all for being fans and/or customers! <3