If you’ve been reading my blog for a while, you know a while back I decided that I was no longer going to cater to the weight gain fantasy. It was making me uncomfortable in my skin and that wasn’t healthy for my body or mind.

After that, I stuck to my guns about not doing certain things on camera or promoting myself in certain ways. It was tough – my income took a drop and I had to reinvent myself again.

The result was that I ended up focusing on producing fetish videos in categories I do enjoy. I have been much happier in doing so. While perhaps making less money, I was happier with the image I gave myself and the fantasies I was catering to.

Fast forward a while…

A few months ago, I filmed a video that I planned to put into the BBW category. It discussed weight gain, but in a way I was comfortable with. It took me months to get around to editing it because well… I have a backlog of unedited videos spanning back over 2+ years.

This week, my PA comes over and does her job. Writes descriptions, schedules updates, helps me have more time to focus on more pressing needs. Included in one of those videos she did work on was that BBW clip I filmed.

She categorized it as Gaining Weight. A category I have tried to steer clear of in terms of Me gaining weight, Me as a feedee, etc.

At first, I was livid when I saw. I would never do that! But, I hadn’t communicated this to her (a fault of My own doing). And besides, isn’t the point of a PA to help continued success?

But then, I really started thinking about that video. I’m not going to tell you the specifics, but it does play into a weight gain fantasy. The difference is how it’s done.

It’s done in a way that makes Me feel comfortable with it.

There’s no eating. There’s no facestuffing. There’s no future “goal”. Because that isn’t Me.

That isn’t My goal.

It is the goal of some individuals, and that is great. Their body, Their choice. My body, My choice.

I’m dedicated to filming things that I find enjoyable.

It’s taken Me quite some time, but I have found a work around for one of My top selling categories that I cater to. I’m eager to hear feedback about the particular video. I can only hope that My fans find the video to their liking!

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